Friday, July 10, 2009
a series of random tots ran thru my mind today.. trust me.. it's really very random..
1) im thinking of changing job.. i seriously think that the current job im holding is 'burning away' my passion for nursing.. i suddenly got very tired of doing nursing and thinking of changing to other fields.. after working there for 1.5 year, i realise a change in me.. im getting more and more impatience and i cannot stand pple doing things slowly.. i tend to get very gan chiong over small matters and i get annoyed if they make mistakes.. well, that's exactly how my boss behaves, with 100 times worse than me.. recently i really cannot stand both their temper.. things must be done in their way and they kick a big fuss over those minor mistakes that we made.. im really of all these nonsense.. w/o passion, i really dunno how am i gg to continue being a nurse..
2) i suddenly had the tot of quitting my job and be a housewife.. i wanna take care of my son and see him grow.. i wan him to be close to me..
3) i tot of opening a fashion biz.. this is really random i noe.. and this is so not me, coz i never ever tot of doing biz.. went to people's park today.. discovered that there's lots of fashion shops at level 3.. their stuffs are cheap and trendy.. it's totally a new paradise.. tot of working with my sis to sell taiwan fashion.. but of coz, will need a lot of money which i dun think i can afford to do biz now..
4) i tot of getting a part time job.. but yet i wan to spend more time with my son.. this is also very random and contradicting..
5) i wanna go clubbing.. i think the last time i club was nearly 2 years ago ba.. walk past robertson quay where butter factory used to be.. reminds me of my first time clubbing and getting drunk experience.. unforgettable i would say.. joanna was with me then.. and we really had lots of fun when we club.. but that was the past.. clubbing has got me into lots of trouble as well.. anyway, i jus wanna club to relieve the stress that im gg thru recently..
6) i wanna buy a house to rent out for extra income.. but let me get a house first b4 we talk abt that..
7) i feels that im leading a very boring and monotonous life.. it's not that i regret getting married or having a family is a burden to me (it's NOT!), it's just like i need a C-H-A-N-G-E in my life..
the above are jus random tots.. im getting very tired.. tis week is a very busy week.. assisted 2 operations today tat lasted 6 hours.. did lots of retraction and im getting aches all over.. i seriously need rest and some retail therapy..
11:51 PM
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
the biopsy result turns out to be atypical cells.. which means it has a potential to turn into cancerous.. hai..
that aside.. i just got $50 tips from a nigerian pt!! Yay!!
2:12 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
ytd had this pt who came in coz of blood in the urine.. his urine was cherry in colour.. my boss den ordered a CT scan for the pt as he found 2 suspicious areas in the kidney on ultrasound..
the CT report shows that there's this plaque like lesions in the bladder which can be due to inflammation changes or mitotic lesions (i.e. sarcomas).. in layman terms, it means suspected bladder tumor..
and guess wat.. the pt is only 9 years old..
he's now in the midst of an op to get some tissues from his bladder and send for biopsy.. his parent teared upon hearing the outcome of the CT scan (the boy wasnt in the consultation rm)..
the boy is really guai and well mannered.. my mood was somehow affected by this esp seeing the mum hugging her beloved boy.. really pray hard that the results of the biopsy can be a good news to the parent..
10:04 AM
Friday, May 15, 2009
JOANNA ANG WAN LING!! i miss you.. when u're back, let's go ps tgt with eliz to camwhore in the toilet!! *wink wink*
7:38 PM
Friday, May 08, 2009
now in the clinic blogging.. janice on leave.. mrs lim in her room and prof away.. he jus left for HK this morning.. ya.. he went HK despite the influenza A..
talk abt that.. thank God im work in a clinic.. dun have to wear mask and PPE.. some clinic are wearing mask but nahhh.. not for us esp my boss.. he hates wearing mask.. anyway, it's pretty inconvenient to walk ard hospital now.. they close some of the exits so that they can measure the temp of the visitors.. my nursing license has also become an access card to walk ard hospital.. really salute those healthcare workers that are working in the hospital (and other hospitals).. they got to wear those PPE despite the really hot and humid weather..
that aside.. i went cgh the other day.. really long since i step in.. miss my attachment days there.. suddenly got an urge to go there and i happen to be in the east side so i went.. wanted to go qi ji for nasi lemak and to the pharmacy to check out for any mask.. apparently most of the hospital entrance were sealed and ther was a long queue for temperature taking so i left..
oh ya.. im suppose to go CDC in mid may.. for some church volunteer training.. hopefully the influenza A will be gone by then.. looking forward to it..
been doing a lot of walking recently.. walk from glen e to orchard mrt, great world city, plaza sing.. have yet to try to walk from glen e to chinatown.. will try it out one day.. hopefully can lose some weight from all these walking.. ha.. tried running the other day.. but halfway thru my whole body starts to itch.. dunno y.. din run for long as i really cant tahan the itchness..
i really wanna lose some weight.. been eating very unhealthily these fews days.. esp on tue.. i had abt 3/4 pack of beehoon, one pack of rojak and ching teng for lunch.. thanks to the sales rep who bought these for our lunch.. feeling really guilty after eating those.. looking thru my old photos, i felt really depressed.. when can i get back to my shape.. haix..
guys no worry.. im not having any anorexia or some other eating disorders.. i still eat as normal..
one more month to my boy's first birthay!! he has grown so much.. but still as cute as ever.. ha.. i love the way he smile and laugh... i love to smell him, esp his foot (he has got tis unique fragrance on him that i cant resist).. ha.. i love the way he hug me for protection when he see things (eg toilet bowl, stools..) that he's afraid of.. i love the way he strain during his poo poo time.. i love to see him eat.. i love very actions that he do, every expressions he made, every sounds that he produce.. i love my boy..
recently been reading books by Sophie Kinsella.. she's the author for the shopaholic series which includes "Confessions of a Shopaholic".. oh ya.. i went to watch the movie with my hubby at bugis iluma.. and the OST is so nice!! ha.. finish reading 3 of her book.. 2 more to come.. the next book that im interested in is by our famous laywer, Subhas Ananadan, The Best I Could..
gtg liao.. need to clear some stuff.. bye..
11:54 AM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
now im all alone in the clinic.. janice on leave.. prof out for a conference and mrs lim out to see a doc..
ages since i last blog.. life been pretty bored.. my boy already 8 months old.. and i dun seems to be getting slimmer.. downz..
mrs lim just came back.. sianz.. but nvm, i still can blog.. she might be thinking that im doing accts.. haha..
*phone ring*
alright.. another pt from that doctor that i hate most..
after working in a private hospital for more than a year, i realised that some doctors are really NOT professional and their ethics sucks.. self centered.. money minded.. full of motives.. they appear to be very caring and nice to their pts, but behind those "smile" were motives of how to "chop" every single cents out of the pt..
esp this particular doc who's very famous in his field.. i've heard stories of him being so money minded, but i've never witness anyone of it till... this particular day my boss suppose to do a case with him.. first, he took his own sweet time doing his other cases (he book the theatre for the whole day for all his cases) and wasted our time as we're waiting for him to give us a cue to go in.. it was suppose to be in the morning at 10, but it was drag till abt 2pm!! after my boss finish his procedure, that doctor was "reminding" my boss about his "assistant fee"on top of his own procedure fee.. in actual fact, he did NOTHING at all.. all his did was to chat with my boss regarding other issues (not abt pts) that's all!
before my boss leave the theatre, that doc "reminded" my boss again.. in the end, he got $700 for "assisting" my boss by doing nothing.. well done.. so disgusted by him.. and everytime he likes to refer pts to us when we're abt to close for the day.. and for most of his pts, we have to do a procedure which takes abt 1 hour, which means we have to stay back for another hour.. damn..
and recently there's this GP who came to assist my boss in one case.. it's the very first time my boss doing this, hence he needs someone who had experience to assist him.. initially he was asking a freaking $8,000 for assistant's fee.. den $5000 after the pt ask for a discount.. $8000 for GP rate.. wth?!?!? den on the op day.. he was late for 30 mins and he din even apologise to my boss... thruout the procedure, he was suppose to be the one giving instructions to my boss and the scrub nurses but he couldn't even make decisions for the next step.. my boss was so fed up with him.. after the procedure, my boss said to him directly.. "i think ur procedure only worth $2000"
bull shit right?? only noe how to talk big.. and still dare to ask for $8000?!?!? this is wat the chinese call.. shi zi da kai kou!! roar~~
enuff of all these disgusting docs..
was reading "today" the other day and came across this section where they were introducing nursing and allied health.. my physiotherapist fren was featured.. it's been long since we contact one another.. how we noe one another is thru a few episodes of coincidence.. we used to be quite close but due to some misunderstanding, we starts to drift apart.. well.. hope tat he's doing well in his life as well as his career in CGH..
another page was featuring podiatist.. immediately i tot of amanda.. 4 years later she'll be one of the few podiatrist in s'pore.. and till now i have not asked her this question that puzzled me for long.. "why podiatry??" not many pple noe much abt podiatrist an very seldom pple will ever tot of studying podiatry and very seldom pple will ever tot of studying podiatry! well.. our dear fren is now in melbourne.. i shall ask her again 4 years later or whenever she's back in s'pore.. amanda, though we can't be there for u this 4 years, but we'll miss u.. and God will always be there to walk with u..
joanna also leaving us in 9 days time.. though it's only for one year, but i'll definitely miss her!! (touched??) like i said b4.. im really glad that u're able to fulfil your dream.. i respect u for taking up that step of faith to go for missions (without much preparation) in east timor.. and i have faith in u that u'll be able to overcome any obstacles in the mission field.. im looking forward to a better joanna one year later!!
Amanda, ah Ling, JIA YOU!!
sorry.. im not good in words.. pls bear with me..
a few weeks ago, i saw this handsome occupational therapist, nigel in church.. the one that i went ga ga during my attachment days.. now he look so uncle la.. growing in size too.. no longer as handsome as last time.. =(
alright.. gtg b4 anything got exposed.. shall update whenever im free..
3 more days and it'll be my hubby's 26th birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! well.. as for my wishes, i'll tell you in private.. =p
10:47 AM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
time check.. 5.10am.. and i couldnt sleep despite me having 4 hours of sleep the night before.. din have any nap in between.. im still quite awake now.. power ar...
mon will mark the end of my leave.. really slack a lot.. can i dun go back to work??
i really dunno wat to blog abt..
jus log in my facebook.. and i so want to revamp the whole thing.. everything is so messy!! wait till i have the time ba.. and i think that will take like forever..
when my bonus coming in?? i so wan to go shopping la.. plus some slimming sessions.. ha.. that's optional though..
i so wan to go k, anyone??
and im craving for crab since im pregnant.. till now i have yet to even see a real crab.. crapz..
and peeps.. can we have a meet up soon?? regardless of poly mates, my pri sch mates, sirius peeps, frenz or fren's fren.. it's been long since we met one another.. hw are u guys doing??
and i think im getting old.. hohoho..
im getting bored.. everything is so random..
will force myself to sleep b4 my son decide to disturb me early in the morning..
5:11 AM
Thursday, December 04, 2008
back here..
im on leave starting from today till 15 dec.. meanwhile i'll be staying at home taking care of my boy.. will be meeting up my buddies too.. esp GEN & CHAR!!! they'll be back on sat!! like finally la..
after so many months of disappearing from my blog, here's an update of my life..
WORK..
hmmm.. still the same.. happy working with janice.. maybe that's the advantage of working in a small clinic.. only the 4 of us.. no conflict.. even if we're unhappy with certain stuff, we'll forget about it the very next day.. though im having a very demanding boss (and unreasonable at times), but overall he's a nice man la.. esp to his patients..
after working in the clinic for about 1 year, i have an in depth understanding about man.. they can be quite erm... dumb at times.. no offence.. jus an observation from me and my colleagues.. when we are talking about life and death issue, they can still think of the effects on their sexual life.. like ?!?!!? well.. really no offence..
FAMILY
my boy is already 5 months old.. fast ar.. he used to be so small, and now he has grown so fast that i forgot how he looks like when he's abt 1 month old.. been trying to feed him with some semi solid food.. and surprisingly he can accept it without any difficulty.. he can even stare at you and "ask" for more after he had finish.. when he sees you eating, he can keep staring at the food, hoping that he can have a share of it.
my boy really bring a lot of joy to our family.. a smile from him can really melt my heart.. im willing to do anything jus to see that lovely smile on him.. i love my son and my hubby.. they are so important to me..
im dozing off soon.. coz im really tired.. will stop here.. update another day..
yawn..
12:01 AM
